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B E G I N N E R'S M I N D buddhist meditation


This is a Bit Freaky
This is a bit freaky. Reality changes the closer we look. So when we look through a microscope appearance change - we discover that...
Nigel Wellings
Apr 15, 20241 min read


The (Almost) Impossibility of Doing Nothing
This ’doing nothing’ meditation, resting in an awareness of awareness itself, can become a nightmare. The harder we try the more it...
Nigel Wellings
Apr 11, 20243 min read


A Capital Letter
A capital letter is an interesting thing - YES, it is! One of the ways we use it is to distinguish between two different types of self:...
Nigel Wellings
Apr 10, 20243 min read


Much to Learn About Nothing
I can remember the first time I read about looking into my mind for the source of who was looking. I thought that's mad, there's nothing...
Nigel Wellings
Mar 3, 20243 min read


Tales from the Comfy Chair
During my training years as a psychotherapist, a colleague became pregnant and she attended all of our monthly weekend modules throughout...
Nigel Wellings
Mar 2, 20242 min read


Eyes Wide Open
Back to something more practical. Why do we practice with our eyes open and looking at a blank space? This question was asked by one of...
Nigel Wellings
Feb 21, 20242 min read


Devotion is Tricky
Last night I gave a talk for a group of Buddhist organisations in Italy. It was the first time I had done this and the more or less...
Nigel Wellings
Feb 20, 20244 min read


Shall I Jump?
Philippa was talking to me this morning about learning something new. Just how difficult it is because we attach to the sensation of not...
Nigel Wellings
Feb 13, 20243 min read


Start with a Comfy Chair
How is it we make everything so complicated - especially when are trying to do something very simple? Today I was talking with a sangha...
Nigel Wellings
Feb 1, 20243 min read


Something New
How do we learn something new? Especially when it’s not a new behaviour or a new thought, but an entirely new type of experience -...
Nigel Wellings
Jan 20, 20243 min read


A Different Present from Santa
Christmas morning seems like a celebration of all the small things about who we individually are. I sit in our wrapper strewn bed draped...
Nigel Wellings
Dec 25, 20232 min read


It's not what you do, it's the way that you do it.
It’s easy to fall into routine around the refuge, bodhichitta and dedication prayers that we recite at the beginning and end of our...
Nigel Wellings
Dec 18, 20234 min read


All You Need is Love
Our small sangha seems to have the ability to put their finger on really important questions. Last week one member said that when they...
Nigel Wellings
Dec 5, 20233 min read


What's In a Word?
A dear Zen friend used the term ‘samadhi’ recently which got me thinking because this word is a Sanskrit word that means an unwavering...
Nigel Wellings
Nov 14, 20233 min read


Anger, Outrage & Hatred
I don't know about you but I am feeling some really huge, painful and very difficult emotions about what’s going on in Israel and Gaza at...
Nigel Wellings
Nov 9, 20233 min read


Awareness
There’s a lot of talk in our small sangha at the moment about doing something and doing nothing meditations and the thread that runs...
Nigel Wellings
Oct 20, 20233 min read


Waving, not Drowning
This blog is another starting from a question asked within our small meditation group last night. What is the difference between dual and...
Nigel Wellings
Oct 12, 20232 min read


Self-expression
Has it ever occurred to you how odd it is that a non-dual Buddhist meditation should start with preliminary mindfulness practices that...
Nigel Wellings
Oct 5, 20233 min read


The Bloody Obvious
Following on from our conversation last Wednesday about the different types of meditation - basically fabricated and unfabricated - I...
Nigel Wellings
Oct 2, 20232 min read


"Thinking" (again)
This weeks theme for our Wednesday evening sit and ‘book club’ is thinking and I have been thinking about it! The actual theme on...
Nigel Wellings
Sep 18, 20234 min read
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